THINK POSITIVE OR CHEATING OURSELVES & OWN FEELINGS

Sometimes, I wish to believe that God exist. I want to put my faith that there is God in this world and if you do good, good things will return to you. If there are bad things happened, it is blessing in disguise. Or when something bad happen, it is test from the God to make me stronger. But seems like, I am getting tired about these theory of life. No offend on others God but all these are what I am experiencing. I couldn't find the proper reasons out of these. There are so many questions appeared in my mind. The more I think and compare, the more I feel, why I am put in a situation which is so Unfair to Me.

I am 32years old now. Been facing a lot of bad luck one after another for nothing and not due to my attitude or behavior. Isn't it a bit too much if there is really God, they tested me again and again for so many years while others are living peacefully and happily?

Recently in November, I had lost my Father. So what do God wanna tell me? Love my father so much? Or it is blessing in disguise. What kind ridiculous theory is this where a lot of people always said these to me about God? I lost my father, it is forever. My father is just 68 years old by the time he passed away. Those who are out there, harming others, doing bad things, they don't suffer. They live until so old and healthy. But for my father? Used to help others, do community service and also to catch those robbers and fight crimes. In the end, before he died, he was suffering on the bed for a week with lot of tubes and oxygen to keep him alive, when in the end, he can't. Are you telling to think positive that my father is suffering from sickness, that is why God got to release his sickness and ask him to "return to heaven"? If there is God , at the very first place, why let him to have the chronic disease?

Yesterday, my colleague did not notice that I am still in the office. I had an upset stomach and went to toilet after work. Due to my work busy and responsibilities attending customers, I hold my SHIT and waited til after work and went to toilet. It is so happened that yesterday a lot of people went home early. So, he locked the door and so happened yesterday, the office keys is not along with me. So, I got to wait until someone came to open the door. Nothing to blame as it was a misunderstanding. All my purse, identification card are inside the office.

So why happened to me? So co-incident I had upset stomach yesterday and so happened I did not bring my keys along. If there is God, at least if the God can let me not to have upset stomach, I will not be locked outside with office for almost 2 hours. Is GOD trying to ask me to think positive that it is a Blessing in Disguise as if I go out on time yesterday, I will met with an ACCIDENT AND DIED?

In addition, my father no longer at home to accompany her, so most of the time, she depends on the TV to fill up her time and loneliness. Then what the FUCK the TV screen spoilt on Sunday. In this, Is GOD trying to tell me that , well it si Blessing in Disguise so that my mother spends less in front of TV and not to spoilt her eyes?

Plus, the car got spoilt that day. And it is all of the sudden. Then almost 3000 got to be spent to repair. Hello there God. When my family or friends need help for me to fetch them, I am willing to fetch them. I helped them, but see how God (if so called there is) treated me? Then my neighbor, a normal car with big exhaust pipe, sounded like a sport car whenever he starts the engine. It is so noisy and early in the morning or even after 2am, he will start his car and just left it there for some time. It is so annoying when at night people are sleeping soundly. But, God never teaches the person the lesson to cause his car spoil. Unfortunately for me, purposely make my car spoil one after another. Again, is God telling me that if my car not spoil and not sent to workshop, I will met with accident?

Hello, this is not time for me to think positive as too many bad things happened in my life. Not just about the above, but lots more and if I were to write, it would be as thick as an Encyclopedia. I try all my best to think positive but I feel like Thinking Positive Is Nothing Different As Cheating Ourselves & Betraying Own Feelings. I had enough of these!! It is not test to make me stronger but is to make me suffer until one day it will turn into depression!

#istheregod #god?

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School Life VS Work Life

 

When we were still in #school, we used to be the one who raised up our hand when teacher asks questions. It is a good learning experiences where everyone learn together. Those days, we are dare to voice out , give opinions and answer the questions. That is how we learn and gain knowledge in school.

 

 

 

Once we entered to #work everything changed. When Boss or Superior ask questions and comments, most of us chose to keep quiet. We kept quiet is not because of we don't know the answers or lack of knowledge about it but is to avoid unnecessary problems. Sometimes, when a person thought of teamwork and try to voice out ideas to play a role as a team-player, others will just view them as trying to seek for attention.

  

That is why, some companies are so rigid and never advanced. Employees are all being demotivated, oppressed and suppressed. Therefore a lot of good employees may chose to resign to seek for a place where they could have the feelings of sense of belonging. Even though the new company may offer them lower salary, they still feel happier. A working adult spend most of their time in company, that's why as they grow, their aim is to have a peaceful work and balance life rather working in a company which is full of #offciepolitics and high salary.

 

If a company practice the culture of office politics, this company will never advance and one day it might collapse. So, whoever as Boss , besides thinking about your profit, employees are the asset too. They are the one who work and provide solid idea and make things work. The other day, while I thanks a Boss from a Taiwan Company for helping someone who just has a Diploma qualifications and appreciated his experiences. While others look down and insulted this person due to his qualification, this big boss from a Taiwan Company look at him without discrimination. So after I thanked this big boss, He replied "是人才就應該適得其所發揮長才貢獻社會，這是大衆之福啊！這社會需要有更多正能量的人來導正扶持。我們一起努力！" . Which overall means, talented people deserve to play the role in societies and it is a blessing to the society. Society needs people with more positive energy to guide and support. Let's strive together. 

 

Honestly, he is a big boss handling international company but he is so humble. I never expect that I would get this reply which really light up my day to see the brighter side. Is it because this is Taiwanese culture on how they view and appreciate others? Perhaps those who had been or work in #Taiwan could share with me on your experiences dealing with them.

 

 

#jovanleeong #leongfongyi 

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Pre-Planned for Health Insurance & Funeral Expenses

 

Few weeks ago, chat with my 2 of my friends. One is an Insurance Agent and the other is an agent of Funeral Product (including, funeral service package, buying niche, buying land & etc. anything that is related to after death).

 

 

 

So both of them recommended me to be one of their agent. For the Insurance, it is a bit complicated as I need to go for exam and pass the exam in order to become an Insurance Agent.

 

The other, about Funeral Products, need to pay a yearly member fees and also pre-planned a Funeral Product Service Package which cost RM4,000 as down-payment then the remaining as installment. At first, I am interested in this when I only though that I need to pay the yearly fees which cost only few hundreds as agent fees but then later on, further discussion, I only got to know that I have to buy one product with the down-payment of RM4,000. So, I did try to plan the reverse way which is to get buyers then from the commissions, I plan for the pre-planned Funeral Service Products, however that moment, I really realized that actually surrounding me, I don't have many friends. Looking at my list of friends, I don't know whom to call out to promote.

 

Both of them told me the important of the pre-planned. I am aware of all these as I just lost my father who is diagnosed with Kidney Failure. This kind of planning could really help the family, in case touch wood anything happen. Healthy Insurance + Funeral Service Pre-Planned. It is actually important to plan for these both if you really love your family so much. However as a matter of fact, in reality not everyone could pay for the both plan. It may cost RM1000 monthly. Due to the current pandemic, a lot of people are facing financial issue and there are people can hardly afford for their children's education and future. 

 

Some had lost their job or got pay cut. Putting aside the mindset of selling out product and face the reality of others and empathy on others situation , it is really difficult to ask someone to consider these plan but if really could afford, it is really important to plan for these. The remaining days before death and after death. At that moment especially those who are unlucky and they might diagnosed with serous health problems which spent a lot in terms of medical fees. At this time, the person unable to work, and those who need to pay are the love ones. Then after death, will be even tragic, the person is not at the side of the love ones to plan together. All have to be done and settle by those who are alive and in a limit time. for Chinese, Funeral usually need to be conducted the next day and prayers will be 2-3days. There is not time for detailed planing and looks for money.

 

Based on my experience, before my father passed away, a lot medical expenses need to be spent due to without Healthy Insurance Plan. So, a lot of my monthly income had been spent and I don't have savings for my own. After spending so much, all of the suddenly, he passed away, there comes the Funeral Service which is needed. It cost me almost RM20K for everything. I am lucky at that time, I am fully supported by my family members from both side. I am lucky enough to have such supportive family members. The provide me Financial and Moral Supports along the way. These supports I could never return to them fully.

 

 

 

#leongfongyi #jovanleeong #insurance #funeral #lifeplanning

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